Just watched a video on Youtube, Joe Nichols "The Shape I'm In". And at the end, there's a veteran that says: "Whatever it is..., never give up, never quit. Keep getting back up and moving forward. You'll be surprised at what you can do."
Inspiring for me, cause I've let everything I've been through and all, get me down. I give up on myself a lot. I've kept on getting up from everything, and am just tired of trying sometimes. But seeing and hearing others who have been through harder times than me and keep getting back up and making something of themselves inspires me to do the same. Sometimes it goes through my head that life has just gotten the best of me, and that I've failed. I've tried and tried, and seems like I just can't get things going in a good direction. I get up only to be knocked down again. Something needs to change, and I don't know how to go about it.
But hearing that guy say that stuff, helps re-center my thoughts, helps reset my mode of thinking. Yeah, I've failed, a lot, but I've also picked myself back up and tried again. I need to keep trying. Need to get on a right track, and move forward. Whatever that track is, I don't know. But hopefully soon I can figure something out, and going again. I just hate being alone so much. I've been doing so much on my own, and just need that someone to help push me to better myself. I've tried, but things just didn't work out. Not sure what all I've done wrong this time around. But, I'm trying to get my head back on straight and move along.